Pondering

by prism

Greetings girls,

In the introduction of Cross-roads, prism talked about being in a place where we look around and not seem to know the path to take. There are many girls out there who often ponder about exactly how to go about certain things, about if they should have certain feelings, and in having certain feelings, is this just being selfish and unslave-like?

No one can actually tell anyone slave how she should feel. It all comes from within. Not all women are going to have the same feelings and react the same way. What works for one, may not work for another.

There are usually three things we follow in life: Ability is what you’re capable of doing, Motivation determines what you do, and Attitude determines how well you do it. As slaves, we serve to our best abilities because all that we do goes back to our training, if owned it reflects on your owner, if unowned it reflects on you.

Sometimes we are fortunate enough to have another woman to help us. They listen to us, good and bad. They listen to the fears we have, knowing they have been there as well. They know what makes us tick.

It’s not so hard knowing that above all, what keeps us going is the love and respect we have for the ones that grant us to be who we are. It’s not out of having to do what we do, but rather wanting to. It gets so bad it burns inside so deeply. We wake up thinking how can I better serve this day?

And you no longer feel that the path you have chosen is wrong or feeling not right, but rather very natural. Sometimes we get so far and caught up in the fantasy that we have to step to the reality and to the beginning.

We all skin our knees.

Believe in yourself and the rest will come ... naturally ... and when you look again, that fork in the road is just merely a small speed bump.

Wishing you all enough,

prism