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Kajira in the Camp
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A girl tends the fire in the camp,
The three moons hover overhead
        like luminescent windows to her soul.
It's barely daybreak
        the breeze is cool on her naked back
                even as the flames cause her cheeks to flush.

A soft smile settles on her lips
        as she hears the sounds of men sleeping
These brave warriors to whom she belongs
        Strong men who will soon rise to greet the day.

They will waken to the aroma of strongly brewed blackwine
        and the smell of freshly baked sa-tarna bread
She loves the camp, loves the men
        Each and every one of them
                Each special in their individuality.

Glancing around the camp she smiles again,
        This is her home, where she belongs
Her small fingers raise to the steel around her neck
It's not a pretty collar like the city girls,
        and she doesn't wear dancing silks
But she sees pleasure in their eyes when they look at her,
        and she strives to please them with all her heart.

These are tough uncompromising men,
        They work her hard and use her well
And she is happy, so very happy.

Leaning forward to stir the blackwine in the kettle
        her mind drifts to that one special warrior
Softly she sighs, seeing him in her mind
So tall, so strong, handsome in his scarlet;
Will he call her for his furs tonight?

She bites her lower lip gently,
        feeling her belly burn.
Whenever he looks at her, she lowers her eyes
        and blushes furiously,
He must know how she feels,
        she's unable to hide her feelings.

The birds begin to sing their morning chorus,
        The men will rise any minute now.
She forces fantasies of him away from her mind
        For now she must think of them all, not just one.

She is their property,
        Her duty is to care for them all,
If not she will be whipped.
        But that's not the reason she serves,
If fills her heart to serve them,
        each and every one of them
she is nothing but a slave
        and she smiles.

Copyright © 1999, swan{Ursa}
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                                  Death of a Warrior

                         (For Darkholm) 

                         No more arm-clasp with brother-kin. 
                         No more red cloak fluttered by wind. 
                         No more step to the marching sound. 
                         No more gaze to stare men down. 
                         No more clashing of sword to shield. 
                         No more forcing of enemy to yield. 

                         He was struck by a mighty blow. 
                         The Warrior's blood ceased to flow. 
                         The Warrior cut down in his prime. 
                         Bone and ash, consigned to time. 

                         No more to feel the sweetest kiss. 
                         No more to follow the Warrior's creed. 
                         No more to fight the City's foes. 
                         No more to fight. 
                         No more to lead. 



(c) April 1999 - Eden Blackthorn 
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People have gathered here
I don't know their faces
I don't know their names
I am one of them

People have gathered here
Shrouded in mystery
They seek for a reality
I am one of them

People have gathered here
By paths diverging they came
To seek the truth of one name
I am one of them

Beyond the veil of fantasy
Where dreams turn to reality
People have gathered
Me amongst them

I sit amongst them
I search with them
Another nameless soul
Another invisible face
Just one more amongst them
I sit in shadows

I don't know their faces
I don't know their names
I know only one thing
I need not know more
I know only one thing
And that is enough

What matter names
What matter faces
They are Goreans
I am one of them

Rakella, FreeWoman, scribe of Port Kar

broken hearts
shattered souls
darkness gathers
all that withers
...

Pieces of dreams
slivers of hopes
cling in despair
to strings of light
...

amongst sorrow
between shadow
tears glimmer
in a shimmer
...

broken hearts
shattered souls
darkness gathers
all that withers
...

silence screams
cover your ears
the noise within
enough to tear
...

sobs escape
shoulders shake
still no sound
to heavens bound
...

broken hearts
shattered souls
darkness gathers
all that withers
...

hope shivers
light shimmers
tears glitter
life flickers
...

Darkness gathers
all that withers
broken hearts mend
shattered souls heal
Darkness is an empty void
... ... ... ... ... ....

Rakella, FreeWoman, Scribe of Port Kar

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                         A Slave Hears  


don't go whisper the unseen voices in swirling mist
  
shadows not beget of light

feet barely touch the ground in gentle, hesitant gait

stepping lightly over earth sprung with life anew

juicy, soft and verdant

through darkness toward other voices

felt and unheard


don't go whisper the unseen voices falling as rain  

drowning, warm and gentle

one foot after another, leaving no memory of their passage

thin arms of leafy tendrils, wrapping and caressing

green and succulent, in fullness reached

through darkness toward other voices

felt and unheard


don't go whisper the unseen voices drifting and falling

swirling, crisp and crackling

toes and heels crush lifeless carpets of spent life

breaking and scattering, briefly rising to fall again

gold and brown in life's last gasp

through darkness toward other voices

felt and unheard 


don't go whisper the unseen voices, striking and stinging

sheeting, cold and hard

feet slip, sliding across a barren, frigid plate

soundless with no movement in distorted shape

white and hard, silent and sleeping

through darkness toward other voices

felt and unheard


come this way whisper voices, felt and unheard
 
flames curl long, red and gold beckoning fingers

ending in wisping tendril, rising upward

steps of purpose toward warmth and light

veneer softens and slides away

leaving no vessel for other voices

left and whispered


come this way whisper voices, felt and unheard

pulling and reaching, pointing toward starless skies

vespers tugging and encircling 

briefly hesitant then plunging forward

crying out as hot tongues singe and burn 

nothing remains but a spark burning brightly
 
cutting a path through the dark blanket above

briefly casting light


grace{MF}

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SPURNED

Tracing lines of softness
Along my hollow frame
Warmth and sudden quiet
Hardness now again

The bitter vile of hopelessness
The coursing bite of rain
Ringing empty, useless fire
Broken strings of pain

Every essence now forgotten
Every tender feeling past
Every touch of hand a burning
Every breath my last.

-gentylwind

SUBMISSION

The past is behind me
all mottled with wars
and struggles and heartache
and ceaseless closed doors
The rhythm of nature
so strong yet so fine
erasing my aging
and every fine line
Each wrinkle each hairloss
each baring each soul
constitution, forebearance
strength, pride and tremble
given up to your power
surrendered to fate
I swell fast to loving
and grieve loss of hate
Oh where is my pity
my scorn and my strife?
Where goes my power
when you claim my life?
Unmoving, unshadowed
relentless as tears
possessive partaking
and panicking fears.
There's no understanding
no bringing to light
no safe easy answers
and no will to fight
for through the disturbance
you view of my charms
each flaw and perfection
lay bare in your arms
you claim and you feast
consume and ignite
and somewhere in darkness
you yet give forth light
and breathing and fervent
and drawn beyond doubt
I open this awning
and wish no way out.

-gentylwind