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Tuchuk Haruspex’s Visions for APRIL 2004
The first of the month starts out well, but things may look and feel as if they go downhill from there. You may feel as if everyone is trying to pry into your affairs and tell you how to live your life if you let them, you will compromise yourself in ways you won’t be able to live with. During this trying time it will feel as if you do not know if you’re coming or going, feeling aimless and helpless. To make things worse, old mistakes may try and come to haunt you push them from your mind and don’t waste any more energy on them. Hopefully things will look better starting next month.
You may feel you know possibly too much and some of it is unwelcome knowledge it may start to feel like you pressured to act on it before you’re ready. It may be time for you to get some time alone away and for yourself to reconnect and recharge. The influx of vitality afterwards will make you a champion for someone who can’t stand up for themselves and you may turn out to be a hero. Enjoy the rewards for your actions but remember not to let it go too much to your head.
As the month begins you feel like a ship without a rudder or sail, without guidance and all alone. The effects are quickly made clear as big plans you’ve had backfire and you’re in for some awkward moments. When the situation is serious, you become foolish and when things are silly, you are unusually serious. Learn why others believe the way and things they do. Appeal to them on a level that makes sense. Towards the end of the month you’re due for some kind of shock that reaffirms you’re alive again.
You're riding a lucky streak and being bold as a result. Some good advice to live by might be to get personal without taking the results personally. Suddenly it feels like the rug is pulled out from under you though leaving you exposed, vulnerable and uncomfortable. Some lessons obviously need to be repeated. With your sights turned inward, make sure not to go out of your way to annoy anyone else. It seems like the right time to check in with those you love and care about. At the end of the month things are looking up again and you put all fears to rest about your honesty and integrity this will make you a major force to be reckoned with throughout the rest of this year.
This month heralds a time of new and challenging transformation - it is just these times that seem the darkest before the breaking of the light. Directly or indirectly there is a definite force or someone working against you. Your ideals are going to be under heavy scrutiny and appraisal and when you try to find out where this is all coming from you hit nothing but stone walls. Nothing and no one important to you is removed from this time of trial through fire. Right at the end of the month you may start to see the light at the end of this tunnel.
The first part of April is happy and event free - but it is only the prelude. Freedom is about reasonable control - so what will you do when people who aren't with your program begin to undermine it? It's not their fault. If anything, their differing perspective and outlook is a gift. It just may be you’re ready for a new approach yourself. Start getting used to these kinds of differences and clashes because this is only the beginning.
You find that you’re popular, reasonable and committed without being trapped. Maybe you become a little self-centered after all that kind of attention, but who's more deserving than you, right? Karmic or monetary debts are about to come due and this is no surprise - you’ve seen this coming for some time. The middle of the month brings a fundamental shift in your world. Try and stay true to who and what you are and don’t try and force yourself into this new way of life - if it’s meant to be you will find yourself flowing into the change naturally. You're a good person in all the ways that count, and you are doing your best. That will end up counting for something.
At the first of the month, you redeem yourself with anyone you have recently upset. Maybe you're out for advantage or revenge, but, at this point, you just want to get along. You are lined up and ready for some innovative breakthroughs and a streak of luck, but you will have to put in the work first before this will happen. Be prepared for criticism and correction by your superiors. As the month ends, karma and the universe takes you in hand - while you are still responsible for your thoughts and actions, right now you are in a shell of forgiving climate where you can do little wrong.
You’re not waiting for anybody anymore - opportunity is there for the taking, and you reach out for it. But it looks like you end up with something very different on your hands. Help may or may not be forthcoming. Lies and bad manners are unnecessary and only end up hurting you in the end. Friendships and family carry you through the rough times even if you aren’t feeling them right now. You are at a unique junction in your life right now - you can keep on as you have been or you can start all over again and both are equally good choices. This distinctive period can redefine and revitalize your whole life and positive attentions are coming your way. You will feel very clear about things and reality into next month.
You’re at the wrong end of an unfair exchange early on this month and while you know life isn’t always fair, this seems especially hard to take. Try not to give up in spite of what things look like. After you ride out this wake, you start to take control and start getting more of what you truly deserve. It appears something big may be coming into culmination at this time. Unfortunately, this may all only be a temporary escape from things being heaped upon you. This will get to you even more and make you question what kind of a world this is and why this is all being allowed to happen to you. The only comfort you have is knowing that this too will someday pass and the wheel will turn round.
Ambiguity clouds the big picture and luck alone isn’t going to get you through. Shake off this feeling of apathy and, if you have to, rebuild form the ground up. Do not give in to the temptation to take the easy way or shortcuts - such things and their effects never last into the long run. Make sure to heed cosmic warnings and then bathe in the wisdom they bring to you to get you through this. This may bring you to the point where you start asking uncomfortable questions so be prepared for some resistance and misunderstandings with people around you as a result. But if you could go back to the way you have been, would you anyway? That needs to be your food for thought.
Disappointment outweighs anticipation because you're trying to do too much in too little time. It doesn't help if personal problems interfere with functioning in the world around you. If you lose yourself in that trap, it could take all month to think your way out. In the midst of all this, you just want to have fun again someday. Take a break from everything and go out and play - take some friends with you. That will actually be the key to averting more crises to come. When you're in love with what you do, no one tells you that it's wrong. Something unexpected and serious breaks your stride late in the month and you will be required to explain or pay the consequences. After this, if you come away from it cleanly, you might want to consider turning over a new leaf. |
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BOSK: April 20 - May 19
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TOOS: June 21 - July 21
LARL: July 22 - August 22
BARBARIAN: August 23 - September 21
TEFA: September 22 - October 22
NAR: October 23 - November 21
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